Thursday, October 06, 2005
I write this ten minutes after my previous one...
I am crazy, bordering on psychosis, bordering on doubt...
I just heard God talk to me... through the thunders and the storms of the night...
The first, He said, in a loud booming voice, with the anger no creature could fathom, clear with the roar of the first thunder,
"YOU DISOBEYED ME---"
The second, He said, in the same fashion as the previous one, clear with the roar of the second thunder,
"YOU DOUBT ME---"
The third, He said, in a calmer voice, with the gentle yet still powerful grouse of the third thunder,
"HEED MY WORDS AND OBEY..."
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These words I could not make full sense out of. So I did what anyone one would do who had been told to heed God's words.
On the verge of tears and psychosis after hearing what I just heard, I searched for the nearest bible I could find around the house, and getting my hands on one, quickly opened it...
It opened to the Book of Ecclesiastes and my eyes laid upon the first few verses. There are 12 chapters.
I, however, am still in the process of reading it for I simply found the need and urgency to testify of it in anyway possible, and this is the first action I deemed appropriate to address such a requirement...
Thereby, I shall tell account of it when I am finished making meaning and bringing sense to these sudden emergences from the Creator Himself...
- On the Verge of Tears & Psychosis
by Schulerin 7:04 PM
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