Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i've been the subject, maybe even the victim of mediocrity these days - one big blow and they tell me to bugger off and do something worthwhile for a change. Heck i wanna sleep first, don't they get that? i want to at least recover me from my illnesses and late nights for the past 4 friggin' years due to my studies; i'd very much like to recover my lost summers when i've forgone so many things - vacations, friends, social life, time offs, the stuff that actually make you a person. geez. They corner me sometimes when i least expect it, aiming to catch me off my guard, which happens almost, or quite frequently. i dunno. maybe it's because i haven't really done anything worthwhile. Yet. But maybe that's what i want to do for a change. They added to me another year, didn't they? They hazzarded me with two mindframes didn't they? Doesn't make sense. And now my mom's pestering me to join the new media ministry. fine they need people. fine my field's within that line. fine my knowledge addresses it. but, i mean, not now! gosh! i haven't even strutted in the stage yet. maybe let's wait for that first, huh? actually confirm the transition phase from graduate to being part of the labor force...- man oh man...
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