Tuesday, December 07, 2004
[ M i s j u d g e d ]today i saw a side of him that i shouldn't have seen... i should have covered my eyes... i should have covered my ears... i should have closed my heart from such candor... covered all those little beliefs i was protecting inside of me left of him...
life is beautiful... but it is cut short... i shouldn't have doubted God when He whispered to me... "Look up My child"... "Do not be afraid..." "Reach out your hand..." "I will never let you go..." "Never..."
I am so sorry, my God... Forgive me for being so stubborn... Forgive me for not listening... Forgive me for not trying... Forgive me for all those things i have done to blind my self... Who am i to have questioned Your will in the first instance? Forgive me, Father... Forgive me...
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by Schulerin 6:16 PM
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