This is by far the worst day of the you-should-be-passionate-about-your-course days in my entire college life. For four years I’ve been trying to find my niche in this stupid course, but to my surprise – there isn’t any, not even one. Thought I could have managed at least one eetsy beetsy but no, can’t find any. In the first few trimesters I found my niche in the general fields, major ones literature, sociology and philosophy. Philosophy I just blew them away. And fairly recently, I found my niche in Economics and loved it big time, as well as in Advertising, doing layouts and stuff. Heck I even found one in Math. So why can’t I find any in this Marketing thingy?

This has got to be the worst day ever. My emotions I describe as falling rock-bottom. Like I’m in a desert. And I want wind. The place gives me wind but it’s filled with sand. You can’t ask for sand-free wind coz it’s a friggin’ desert! Sand everywhere. So nothing to do but endure the scorch as it blows on your face. I’ve been looking for reasons but I can’t quite put my finger on any particular one. Tragic loss / early departure of friends? Group of social climbers? In a school of brats and glittering airheads? Or maybe all of them.

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by Schulerin 12:24 AM