Friday, June 18, 2004
[ LP ROCKS!! ]this is a bit delayed coz got so much things goin on in the last few days... but this is my chance to say it... LP Concert rocks!, people so high energy there, mike was so cute, chester was too but he was really skinny this time, probably that stomach problem of his...
been sick these days... sick as in literally sick... been having asthma attacks... so long since i last had them... not that i was happy having them again... i hate them for turning up on schoodays... couldn't concentrate on all my classes this week... but needless to say i still had to attend... i feel so weak... feel like i'm dying... too bad i'm not... every breath is just torture... can't breathe thru my nose coz it's clogged but every breath through my mouth is pain... humid air against a dry sore throat is utterly unbearable... every atom of smoke or fume i can identify with pain and wheezing coughs... feels like the insides of my throat are being scraped off... can't take it... all of us are sick these days... except my mom... she's a strong woman... funny... she kept cursing my dad for leaving us with these sickly genes instead of money or a prosperous business... nada... just this stupid asthma... and this chin... even freud is sick, he keeps vomiting... mommy took him to the vet... gosh, hope he's ok... better him than me... he gives greater joy to this family... i'm just a burden... just someone who will be useless and an unbearable load til i get workin... 1 more year... 1 more year... and i can get off being a burden...
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by Schulerin 6:44 PM
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