Friday, May 28, 2004

[ finally, it's weekend ]

ahhh, the pleasing call of weekend days are here... whew! those five days felt like a decade... their lament and toll on my jolly life is temporarily disabled for now... that's just for the first week!... and school has left tons of work to do while at home... it's been hell of a first week... my pockets once full of posies are now filled with butterflies and little scraps of receipts dreadfully crumpled in my own frustration... drastic spending days are here again... hopefully the buy back books do their work and get sold to filthy rich newbies who needs to have their arms decorated with new useless books for their gratification walks on the hallways of lasalle towards their respective classes... so many little kids... im an oldie... and i have to graduate... i say this with utmost care and respect and admiration for everything educational and everyone educated well, post upon post... doesn't it dictate the one simple passion that this girl wants to achieve because her family is already pestering her about it?!... no... guess not.

tonight i am all alone... til ten... my mother's i church doing service for JC... she's past heaven.... and i'm past hell... mother and daughter... loving each other... two different directions... one's going to the right one... the other's going to the dead wrong one... I'm getting lonelier and lonelier by the minute, by the day... i wish i wouldn't care... i wish i wouldn't mind at all... for what use is its almost non-existent virtue in today's cold and dead world huh?... well then, there is not even a need to expand on that one... my mind is too erratic right now... i might end up with a hundred stanzas more i will die... till then... i shall wallow in the silence of the four corners of this unit i am staying in... chow!

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by Schulerin 8:08 PM

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