Wednesday, July 02, 2003
ohmigod! ohmigod! ohmigod! i just saw my major crush today, how weird is that? been so long since i last saw him in my summer classes. Actually i should be feeling guilty [not to mention old] coz he's younger than me, only a year [but heck it makes a lot of difference since i usually have a crush on older men, not to mention my professors, (my friends will attest to that!)]
anyways, he passed by us three times! three freaking times! can you believe that!? he kept walkin round coz he said he still has class and had nowhere to go. but hey, i buy that. i mean i'm just mere acquaintance, and not really that beatiful for any one guy to stop in his tracks and start speaking to. anyhow, i'm glad, so i should just shut up and stop whining, don't you think so? yeah, i think so too.
oh yeah, this was not my mood a bit earlier, during my second class... my stupid all-knowing professor a.k.a. "philosopher" daw, is trying to impose on the whole class the beliefs of another stupid philosopher,
Nietzsche. I've never heard of such absurdity in my life, worse than Feuerbach, who came before him, [coz Nietzsche was his contemporary]. Their beliefs were really messed up, and Satan here is trying to worsen it up by reinforcing it,...on us. I never understood why a Christian University would try to hire these kinds of teachers teaching future leaders and men. Sheesh! I mean, try as they might judging their competitiveness, it's more of their potentialities in brainwashing their pupils through what they teach that is the main concern. i mean, grabe, the students are nodding their heads and laughing with him in agreement. My God, this is serious. And as a habit of students to suck up to teachers, exercising a positive reinforcement, they really are in danger. hope they do not give in. for me, i don't bother anymore. i don't bother with my grades. heck, i don't even bother with my satanic teacher, really! di ko na pinapatulan ang mga ganun kakikitid ang isip. haaay, buhay nga naman, daming katangahan sa paligid kung kelan di mo kelangan. Who is stupid enough trying to stress the philosophy that
'GOD IS DEAD', huh? Can you tell me that? Those who were born not knowing God or not coming across a philosophy that God exists is a bit of an exemption for me. But those who are atheists by choice, even if they have come across God and Christianity, is really stupid! Saying it with these words and everything, really doesn't make me much of a christian myself by practice,.. but that doesn't attest that God is dead. Maybe Christianity for and to, people, is dead. But not God, definitely not God, i mean how dare they? how dare he say that a supreme creator does not exist? who cares about matter? matter is
synthetic. made by
men. reassures the
senses. but God is too high to be any of those. if he denies of God, then he denies of the concept of metaphysicalities, then? for spirit, and God, is clearly beyond matter. definitely beyond human comprehension for human itself to judge. man is prideful, boastful, intent on enriching himself on his own. not with the help of any 'God' because 'God' 'enslaves' him, 'God' 'disrupts' him, making him 'inferior'. can man be any more selfish and boastful by this? i think not. for they know not how to enrich themselves by the help of God, letting the all-righteous and perfect to control of their destinies. but their philosophies, of nietzsche and others, are the other way around, referring to themselves, trusting their own actions and decisions which are sinful, boastful,... dangerous, even. see how anti-christianity can be misleading? and that's their ground for Christianity. it's misleading daw. who's misleading Christians now? it's a pity really. man is
killing his own creator nowadays. good thing God ain't human, is it? or else, he wouldn't take much of this pain inasmuch as his six days of creating his own people...he wouldn't last...
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by Schulerin 11:27 PM
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